Fear ...
Mood:  not sure
Topic: July 2005
Ok, I'll admit it... I'm scared. The long weekend is over, what a great weekend! Perfect summer weekend. BBQ's, swimming, fireworks, and just plain ol' hanging out. I even read a book! [Of course it was about sewing, Edith Head's biography "The Dress Doctor"]. A good book, nice and gossipy too!

As I was watching fireworks last nite, and my long summer weekend was coming to a close, I admitted I'm scared. It really DOES take courage to go into this thing. That must be where Lance Armstrong gets his stamina and energy and why he is a consistant winner! He already faced the worse! It would be so much easier to just not go to the oncologist today, not do the chemo and follow-up. Afterall, I feel good.

Oh well, my appt is at 3:45 today, let's see what happens!